I am new here, and I appreciate the civility of this community. I am currently very involved in collaborative/altered journaling, and so far have had good luck with my projects moving right along from person to person, and have been blown away by the results. Who here is also into collaborative/altered journaling?
Yup, it can be scary to finally be allowed to have time for self-realization. Scary, scary freedom! Personally, I would do some non-structured journaling/automatic writing about this, and see what comes out.