Post Secret Swap Round 5 Gallery

[KiwiDragons]

Myspace pictures - I do that. If I'm hanging out with friends and being goofy we always end up saying, "that one's going on myspace." Ha ha!

[Pinky Damone]

Suicide is a VERY SERIOUS issue. It would probably help to call an anonymous hotline and speak tos omeone about it. Talking about your problems actually keeps them from being locked up inside.  You ARE worthy of life..you're an awesome person and you should go on. Someone somewhere on this earth is ELATED that you're a part of their life, and they couldn't bear the thought of losing you. Someone..somewhere thinks about you every SINGLE day. I have a nephew who's father killed himself when he was 4. Trust me..it aint pretty. And it's horrible for the people who have to pick themselves up afterwards.

1.800.273.TALK
http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/

[southern flower]

"I worry that my face looks masculine."


"Tell me, where is this bright side you always speak of?   Back:" I hate my life...but I am too depressed to change it."

[southern flower]

Bright side:  There is a bright side!  My life was as bad as I thought it could be 3 years ago and it took me 2 years and 11 months to turn it around.  I was in debt, seriously depressed, living with my parents (we are like oil and water) after 10 years of living on my own, and had no friends to speak of.  I threw my self into a job I disliked and just faced each day is it came...IT was SOOOO hard, I'm not going to lie.   But you ARE so much stronger than you know.  That job I disliked gave me many opportunties because I worked so hard because I had nothing else.  It turned into the job of my dreams and now my life is in a really good place that could have never been if I didn't go throught the bad.  The good will come, but you first have to face and deal with the hard stuff.

[Langwidere]

[jpoparock]

"I wonder if he is my favorite child now because I disliked him so much as a baby."



"I don't think the pills are working."



"For the last 30 years people have been telling me I'll want children someday, but I absolutely don't. I KNOW I'd be a horrible mther; and I think its good that I know that."

[jpoparock]

nightmare: I hate reccuring dreams Though, if you avoid blue vans, maybe it wont happen? *hug*

drive into a tree: I always wonder what it would feel like. I don't particularly want to die yet, or be in such pain, but I have a horrid curiousity with pain and death.

gay porn: Two men are just hot. It can't be helped!

driving off a cliff: Similar to the tree, I wander what it would feel like. *hug*

deserve love: I hope you feel better *hug*

career: Don't worry. A job involves learning stuff. A career involves learning MUCH more If school is where you are good, its maybe because you learn? So if you're learning, you'll be okay right? I hope you work things out

myspace: I have a relative who takes pictures of herself to put in frames and give to people as gifts or put around her house. Myspace is nowt compared to that!

masculine: I have a really masculine face. It gets to me because I have trouble finding things to compliment it. *hug*

bright side: There is, somewhere. I know because my mum gave it to me once, a while ago. I'll always thank her for that. I'm sure you'll find your own bright spot in the darkness some time.

pregnant women: I don't really like children either, but pregnant women are so beautiful, with their wonderful tummies and full figure. *sigh*

Favorite child: *hug* I don't know what to say

Pills: I always worry my meds don't work too. On a side note, this card has SUCH a fab feel to it!

Children: I feel the same! Almost identical. When I opened this I felt like someone had written some of my own thoughts down.

[Mishymishy]

Children: My sister doesn't want kids either. She told me "I KNOW when I want something. Like I KNOW when I want a purse or something else that I like. Then I think about it a lot and work hard to be able to get it. If I wanted kids, I'd know." I thought that made a lot of sense.

[hngoodlett]

So, this is moderately related to the children card, and something I probably could have put on one of my secrets, but I feel the need to share:

I am so tired of people my age telling me about the children they are going to have and how their wedding will be and how their life is going to be. And then they get upset when I haven't planned out my wedding, and I haven't named the unborn baby(ies) that I don't plan on having for a long long time, if at all. I am 20 years old. I am young enough that I have time to worry about that later, and I'm also old enough that I don't need you to tell me how I want my life.

Sorry, I had a rant there.

[Silvana]

"I LIED... I'm already in LOVE with you."
Pointing to girl - "RAGING CODEPENDENT"
Pointing to guy -  "FEAR OF COMMITMENT"
Corner - "Paradise, found"

[actual foot print]
"I love to be barefoot in public"