To everyone: I'm alive (kind of). Pinupmommy, I know you think I flaked and have probably already found DreamingInsanity an angel, and I understand. I feel horrible. Thing is, I joined this swap thinking it would get me out of what I thought was just a normal funk. Well, by late February/Early March I began to decline so fast that I realized this is not normal, even for me. I think it has to do with being unmedicated since January due to my insurance cutting off.
I have already invested work and money into my package, and I will send it. But I know I need to get my head in the right place first. I apologize for being a butt.