It really, really hurts my feelings that my friends and family don't appreciate handmade
Whaterver I make is intrinsically valueless to them, regardless of how well it's done, how much time it took,
or even how expensive the materials were. Ouch.
I have never been more happy... that my sucide attempt failed.
Men scare me.
I've never been an object of desire for men so it wasn't a problem. I sorrounded myself with female and gay friends. But since turning 21, I'm going out more and more. Men flirt with me and dance with me and i'm terrified.