I wasn't really too offended by the comment you made, ally, because I said smoking makes me craftier, not crafty. Trust me, I am plenty able to craft and things of the sort when I'm not stoned, personally I just enjoy crafting/think of more unique ideas and such when I'm blazed.
But I never really thought people could love things that alter them as much as they do, until I started smoking.
It's just a complicated relationship.
But don't be embarrassed or sorry or anything anymore, it's no worries.