and by any chance, is your username a reference to the music video for 'Hold On' by Good Charlotte?
NONONONONO. i...dislike good charlotte. its a straightedge thing...i just saw "still here" (as in not dead from drugs etc.) and added x's and 72, my favorite number.
oh, okay. i just assumed that because (i don't know if you've seen the video or not) they've got all the people talking about their loved ones who killed themselves, and then it says 'still here' beside them.