I am stunned by this. Not only is this seriously fabulous-looking while being slightly creepy and graceful at the same time, but using this sort of material is unusual and thus surprising and interesting.
And I am touched by the thought manifested in it- and about the most appropriate visualisation of the anxiety making one hide away wrapped up in one's own thoughts, which seem pleasant at first but are actually preventing one from living. I have great respect for you adressing this .. well, for want of a better word.. personal suffering. In a world where not only the public makes one feel like a failure when afflicted with something like that, but one is concious of the fences and restrictions one puts on and around oneself, I think it is really brave to adress this.
And while the outside is seriously stunning, I admire that you made the lining so pretty on the surface, while it - I imagine - stings you from the inside. And turning worries into something physically tormenting you by putting them into the beads is such an appropriate way, that again - I have to thank you for making this - and the thought that went into it.
This truly is one of the most touching thing I have seen in a long time.