i ended up handsewing the whole thing, took me 3 and an half hours

thanks though, I'm going to keep practicing til I can get it right!
another thing, not sure if I'll explain it right but, it's harder to sew bias binding cut on the bias to straight edges than it is to make your own 'bias' binding, cutting the fabric straight (not on the bias) and sew it to straight edges, is that right?