I adore all the blocks you're posting as well, would be so fun to see if people actually get around to putting things together..
I'm not really active enough on craftster anymore (since they changed the layout in like 2009 lol), y'all need to remember to post project links here if you complete something
carol, just take care that you don't overwork yourself either. Distractions are helpful, hitting the wall less so. It causes measurable brain damage that takes years to repair. The breakdowns feel horrible, but don't rob yourself of things you might actually need either.
I've never had anything as bad as your events happen to me, but I know a ghost of it. I know how vast the silence suddenly seems, how it almost hurts your ears when there's no sound where there has to be a sound because there's always been a sound. I know seeing someone in the corner of your eye, then it turns out to be nothing, and then you remember all over again why it's nothing and always will be. It's like its own brand of insanity.
But we heal, horrible as it seems sometimes.
And we're with you, in the ether.