thats the worst part of depression to me - how you might want to get better and do things to feel better but when it comes down to it, you also don't really want to put forth the effort and you want to stay depressed. thats the hardest for me - that security of depression.
I don't think I realized that I feel exactly that way when I'm depressed until I read that. Thanks for putting it into words. And I don't think anyone would understand unless they have been through it themselves.
Ugh, yeah that's how I feel, too. It's so so so good to hear that put into words.
So, I came here in a panic thinking that the sendout date was October 1st and I was afraid I'd have to rush through crafting this weekend and sendout a little late. But so glad I have another week at least before I need to panic for real. My fibro fog has been heavy lately, I am honestly a bit of a mess. I get overwhelmed and paranoid about things that normally wouldn't phase me at all and have had a few total breakdowns over little things (and I have a week before such behavior is expected, if you catch my drift) and each time it gets harder for me to pull myself out of it er, back into it? I would feel so bad if I sent out late for this swap, let's hope I can get my act together! Hugs to you all!